Ulangtahun ke 24.

Tahun ni merupakan tahun yang 'extra' manis sebab ulangtahun ke 24 yang tidak diduga. It was 8th of june 2013 and i wasn't paying any attention to my upcoming birthday (it was on 10th of june btw) but my awesome supporters been counting the days. Jadi nak taknak bila baca tweet dorang baru teringat 'Oh harijadi dah nak dekat' tapi tu je lah. Tak terfikir nak buat sambutan ke apa... 

I was busy with One Forteen at the gym langsung tak perasan dorang being sneaky and weird that day so memang tak expect dorang planning to do a surprise birthday party for me. (NGAWWWWH)

At the gym! 

Abaikan muka penat/selebet/jerawat/ruam. XD

Planning asal Gym, kemudian balik rumah makjiah untuk sesi latihan seperti biasa. I was too tired i think i fell asleep for a bit, Izzue sampai je terus practice, practice tak sampai 20 minit si One dan Izzue cakap dia lapar. Okay, Itu sangat pelik. 

Forteenagers and Friends, Feeerfect!

Tiba je di Rumah Makjiah, mereka yang awesome di atas ni ambushed saya! menyanyikan lagu Hari Jadi dengan penuh semangat! (NGAWHHHH!) SWEEETTTTT! klik link bawah kalau nak tengok video! :)

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 Macam biasa sesi yang paling seronok buat Birthday Boy mestilah masa unwrapping the gifts.

At first dapat banyak Mugs, well i have history with mugs. Selalunya masa

harijadi ramai berikan saya Mug, Especially dari Adik saya Ima Shariza. HAHA! tapi syukur. better than nothing aite? So lepas dapat mug and awesome perfumes from my sister and Forteen  mestilah rasa bangga dan gembira sampai ke bulan. Serius, rasa 'Untung' gila! jadi permainan mereka bermula masa dorang suruh saya buka balutan sekotak hadiah yang 'berat tapi tak berapa nak berat' terdapat lebih 30 balutan kalau tak silap. Dengan sabar saya buka dengan expectation its gonna a mug or a perfume. after 6 minutes or so buka balutan sekali nampak logo yang tidak saya expect! Jantung terhenti buat beberapa saat. And i was so overwhelmed i couldnt hold back the tears! LOLOLOLOL~

Dapat apa sampai jadi macam ni? o.0

Iphone 5 yang rare! Just to let you guys i was using Iphone 

4s so to get an Iphone 5 is like perfect! haha.

Pemberian dari Makjiah dan Keluarga. :')

Actually that is not the only thing that touched me deep, Its something else,

 Tapi tidak sesuai untuk diceritakan disini. I'm blessed! 

To me...life is all about appreciating the little things, God may challenge you by embedding

some weaknesses in you but He gives many great things in return. Life is always fair.

 Alhamdulillah, Syukur.

Tq so much for the presents!truly i am touched and humbled by your kindness and Tender, Loving, Care! 24 tahun di dunia ni memang banyak pengalaman yang menakjubkan. And one of em is definitely knowing people like you guys! last but not least enjoy the emotional video below! thank you for reading! :)

'comparison is a thief of joy'

My whole life I've been compared to my neighbors, my schoolmates even my siblings. Being competitive is just not in my nature. Being the best is just not what I want and clearly is not what i seek. Lately people been acting as if they're the boss of me! they tell what to do. That just ain't right!

I'm honored to have people that care for me but At times it gets irritating. Why would you compare me to the wonderful peeps that i could say that just to be half as good as them is good enough for me. Enough to make me happy and lead a blissful life, isn't that enough? 

To many it'll never 'up to par'. They want me to beat the rest. Their intentions are good but i dont think its executable. I am Happy doing what i love. Singing with my group. Seeing them exceed. My prayers are with them. Stop comparing. It does steal my joy.